Thursday, June 11, 2009

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

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I think...

I don't even know what I think anymore.
I miss Bry.
I'm frazzled that she can't come to Nicaragua.
I know that I'll see her again, sometime.
It's just hard to tell when.
This summer seems like it's going to drag on.
Of course, it's only Tuesday, and I haven't done much so far.

I keep praying, and doing somewhat of a daily devotion.
I haven't fully committed again. I'm lost on... having a hard time giving up... I don't even know what it is!!!
I just really, am 100% apathetic. I think it's a defense, that way I don't have to feel anything. Because I've already felt enough, and I'd rather just not feel anything.