An Obvious Inability to Stay Motivated

My grade reports currently aren't lookin too hot.  I only have three classes but somehow I managed to let my grades drop to a C average.  Not that a C is a bad grade, if you have one.  I ditched PE WAY too much and I have a D in that class.  We're going swimming this week and if I don't go I'll fail PE.  I can always raise my grade after swimming but swimming is double points and you can't make it up.  Mrs. Brinkman is also a no excuses sort of lady.  She doesn't care if you're a lady and it's your time of the month or if you're afraid of the water or if you can't swim.  You swim anyways.  If you're absent the points can't be made up.  It will be a good way to raise my grade to just GO TO GYM!!!  I really wish though I wouldn't have ditched so much so I could then have some wiggle room with swimming.  I also have a C in English from slacking off with Huck Finn.  I'm sure I bombed the test and I never did the study guides completely.  My excuse has been that it's the beginning of the semester, but it's a little too far into the semester to be using that anymore.  The last test we did in math I did terribly on.  The last chapter totally lost me and I didn't turn in several assignments.  I took notes like a mad woman in class to try to stay awake and figure out what to do but I still didn't do well on the test.  I have a B in Health Care and I'm not sure why... that's probably the most disappointing grade I have, even though it's just a B but that should be the class I succeed in the most.  I have on A and that's in College Business Apps.  I really need to get my butt motivated and work harder.  I'm always carrying around the excuse that I'm so busy but really I'm just lazy.  I have a B in my french class which is surprising considering I never do the homework so I need to start doing the homework so I don't lose that grade.  The homework isn't even hard.  I could just put down the most random crap and she would never know the difference she just checks off for completion.  RAH I'M SUCH AN UNMOTIVATED LAZY BUM.  I'm not even a senior yet and I already have senioritis.  Maybe it has something to do with my schedule being much like the schedule of a senior.  I'm excited for next year though.  I took an anthropology class!  I think that will be fun.  I also took sculpting which I'm super stoked about!!!  YAY!!!  Spring break is coming up next month so that will give me something to look forward to and help me work harder, cause there is an end in sight.  Haha.