I Know

I know what's really in my heart no matter how distracted I may become by silly things.  I know that who I really am, and who I really want to be is a beliver.  I want to love God with all that's in me.  That's all that matters right now is that I know that.  I know if I walked away from it all today, I would be lonely, desperate, and full of sorrow.  I honestly believe if I didn't have God in my life, I probably would have just killed myself last year.  Instead I kept believing that God was there for me, and He would provide for me what I needed.  He did just that.  Praise God.