Or you think, I really don't want to go to work today?
That's how I feel about youth group right now.
I'm so frustrated with everyone and I'm sick of rude people and I'm just fed up. I don't even want to go anymore. I used to look forward to going, I don't anymore. The only things that keep me there are Bry, and worship practice. Otherwise I wouldn't go. I get in a bad mood on Tuesday nights and I just want to leave immediately after Andy's sermon.
Last Tue Bry and I went to the park after youth and I just wanted to brust into tears, of course I didnt, because I don't do that. When Bry leaves what reason will I have to keep going? There won't be any worship during the summer so I won't have to prepare for that anymore. I'm torn because I LOVE JV. I look forward to that more than Varsity. If I don't go to Varsity though, Andy won't let me help out in JV. I'm irritated because I know that I need a change in attitude, but at the same time it's really hard when you don't even look forward to it anymore. I'm not getting anything out of it other than anger, is it really worth it?
Well first off let me say fantastic essay about the holocaust, second is I’m sorry that you feel that way towards Varsity, youth group is supposed to be fun and even a little educational. A few times in life you will encounter this situation or one like it. Mean or rude people are everywhere and sometimes you have to deal with them on a regular basis i.e. coworker or boss. I have found that most of the time the people that do that are one either showing off to someone or two trying to get everyone’s attention off of them because of some inadequacies they have in their lives. I just want you to take heart and realize that you are a good person and if idiots want to talk let them, don’t let their childish ways get to you; you are a much bigger and stronger person than that. Besides we would miss you so much at JV, I mean what would we do without our fantastic guitar player… and who would play Flyleaf?????????? I hope this helped you a little at least, and if you ever feel the need to cry do it because if you don’t one day all the emotions are going to explode like a volcano… trust me its not a fun experience :). Anyway ill see you on Sunday or Wednesday. Thank you again for everything you do for the youth group.
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Hello Love,
ReplyDeleteyour reason is Jesus.
People are flawed and they will let you down.
You will get annoyed, you will get fed up, you will want to stop.
But. If you can look past the shallow surface of this world, you will see that Jesus is everywhere-- even in other's rude comments and behavior.
He has transformed my thinking completely.
I am able to analyze even the worst of offenses and see a glimpse of God's glory and great love.
You are being strengthened even in your lowest of lows.. and God will use Varsity to help you.
You are such a blessing my dear.
A blessing to youth group.
A blessing to JV.
A blessing to me.
If you go solely to learn more about Jesus, you will be transformed.
We live are among a mocking generation, yet at the same time, we are the generation that will change the world.
Jesus will use you even when you feel defeated and you are a role model that others need to see.
I love you.
And I'm sure that seemed like mumbles.. but it's truth.